Showing posts with label atrium. Show all posts
Showing posts with label atrium. Show all posts

Thursday, July 28, 2011

121/365 Atrium?

"Faustina told me she doesn't think Atrium will continue next year," one of the moms I know in several different circles mentions to me.

"Really? She just got everything set up," I point out.

"She said she can't make the rent."

"She needs to partner with South Side PSR," I opine. "Make it open to all the parishes involved in that endeavor. You know? Even if just for level one--she could have 5 sessions of level one and that would pay the rent."

What I think but do not say: And let my kids go through atrium through confirmation. Please don't close....

But something tells me she'll rely on the Grace of God and won't do any marketing. Like always.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

149/365 Atrium?

Faustina calls. She wants me to be the "helper" in the atrium this summer. That's fine, but sometimes I wonder if she forgets I'm a catechist. I can actually do this. I don't have to be the "observer" as she puts it on the phone.

But I tell her I will, and give her the dates when I'm available. So we go...Maeve was finishing up preschool still this week so it was just going to be me and Leo.

Leo goes into that atrium and sees SPECIAL PLACE JUST FOR ME. He toddles around the room. Shrieking with joy. This is great for a few minutes, and then I settle him down with a puzzle at one of the tables. That lasts a bit, but I start to realize Faustina doesn't want an observer (essentially, another adult in the room just-in-case), but rather a servant.

I'm ok with that, but if I'd know that, I would have probably told her I couldn't, simply because Leo wasn't going to let that happen. I spend the morning scrambling between "Mrs. Wissinger can help you do that" indirect communications and Leo shrieking.

Later in the morning, she starts using more indirect communication by saying things like "Leo doesn't know how to be quiet. He doesn't know how to be in the atrium."

It was supposed to be over at 11 but I left at 10:40 when two other moms showed up. I didn't say goodbye--Faustina was busy with a lesson with the whole group.

I sent an email explaining that maybe I wasn't the best fit. Faustina often communicates by email, but I have received no reply or phone call. Ah well. I just don't understand why I keep screwing up with that woman.

I need the atrium to continue to exist. I need it for my kids (although if it ceased to exist I'd recreate it in my basement). I am happy to help. I'm just mystified sometimes at why things happen the way they do.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

225/365 Things are important

"When you take a dirty floor and make it spotlessly clean, and then polish it until it shines, it radiates back to you the love which you poured into it; the divinity of that floor has been drawn forth" --Eileen Caddy

I just scrubbed my shower walls. They are glass, and therefore get dingy quickly. Kid hands, soap scum, hard water, the first creeping bits of mold. I scrubbed them down and dried them with a squeegee. They aren't perfect. I need to do more on them, but I also need to bring the rest of the bathroom up to at least that level. The floors, the walls--I wash the toilet and sink regularly, and wipe down the tub after baths, but these other surfaces get neglected. I need to get down on my hands and knees with a scrub brush and get the grout clean. I need to whisk away the house spider under the sink. I need to vacuum up the stray bits of cat litter that get under the feet and annoy.

Because I know that sigh of relief, I know the happiness of a clean room. A really clean room, inside and out. Baseboards and ceiling and corners and surfaces. Dust sucked up and wood polished with lemon oil and things old and new made bright and shiny again.

We are working on cleaning the girls' room--it is huge and they are scattered. It is on the 3rd floor and therefore out of my sight unless I intend to be there. We've been gathering up the fragments into baskets and sorting out legos and dollhouse spoons (3/4 inch long) and Polly Pocket shoes. Things are nearly finished, and the girls have gone to visit my mother-in-law, so I know it will be ready for them when they get back. Ready for a new school year and a fresh start in many ways.

The things we choose to surround ourselves with require care and attention. It's one thing to allow things to relax with time: the plate with the small chip, the quilt with a couple of repaired winklehawks (a winklehawk is a 90 degree L-shaped tear. You should use that word), the dresser your husband's great-grandfather built with square nails. It's another thing to neglect things so that they age prematurely. In my daughters' montessori upbringing, one of the things they learned first was a category called "practical life." Some of this was pouring and tying and using tweezers, that sort of stuff, but a lot of it was care of the environment. Handwashing. Flower arranging. Sweeping, dusting, care of candles (in the Catholic montessori atrium). Polishing of all kinds. Tending plants. These things are important, and not just for a tidy classroom. They're important because all of these things are gifts, one way or another. We should treasure them.