129/365 How much to be a parishioner?

I simply don't go to church. I go, I attend, I'm part of it, right, but I haven't been there regularly since, oh, January? I can't believe how busy this spring became. And suddenly it's mid-May and I won't be there Sunday either--girl scout camp. I will be there next Sunday for Pentecost, but then not the Sunday after. And so on.

When I'm there, my heart aches to stay. I need some good routines. Now.